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| yay, so i'll update 5 months later. haha. everything is super busy. sean and i work like everyday which is to be expected, but it's very good work. God has blessed us in so many ways. the devil is crafty. he seeks to figure out whom he may destroy. it will not be me. no, it will not be me. | | |
| I'm not totally sure what to put here...My mind wanders...I feel the need to update, but then again I don't know what to say. Life is going great, yet I feel alone. Well, alone as in away from friends. I feel close to God, but lonely. It's one of the strangest feelings I've felt in a while. It's almost daring to put anything on xanga anymore since everyone I know has one, but I guess it's the risk you take whenever you have a public journal right? Yes, I know you can make them private entries, but if you do that, what's the point in even writing in an online journal? Anyway....So back to what I was saying...well or what I wasn't saying..I think I'm finished. God bless!! | | |
| So, I've decided I am going to post again! Wow, that would be two posts within a week! I dunno. It just feels good to be able to get on this thing and write out how I feel. So, if you're reading this and you are trying to figure me out, don't. It's not meant to cause harm or destruction but only to release confusion and dismay.
The past few weeks have been great for me, yet they have been a struggle. God is challenging me in so many ways. He is asking me to take my spiritual growth to another level. Why do I believe the way I do? Is it because that's what I've always been told from the pulpit or because it is what the Holy Spirit has revealed to me through God's mighty and awesome Word? Man, I love how the scriptures are so true and God breathed. There is no doubt in my mind when I read the Bible that the scriptures were written for me. They are so vital to my very being, to who I am as a person, to what I believe and know to be true! God, you are so amazing. This brings me to my second point, Prayer is the backbone to all the studies of God. I believe that he reveals more to me through prayer than anything else. Prayer is the breath of life that God breathes into me. Prayer for me isn't fancy words, or a show to the public announcing who I am as a Christian, but a heartfelt conversation with my Almighty Creator, Provider, Lover, and Friend. He is the ONLY one that has never let me down. He is the ONLY one that has comforted me constantly even when I have chosen not to recognize His presence. He is the ONLY one that is FAITHFULLY FAITHFUL! He is my supply. He is the ONLY one that drives me to wake up in the morning and sleep at night. He is the ONLY one who challenges me in my studies to do my best for HIM so that HE may receive all the glory, honor and praise. Oh my Jesus, Not to ME but to YOU be the Glory!! This is ALL for You! You are the number one priority in my life. Never let me go! You are my closest Friend even when I feel the farthest away! My Jesus, I love you and worship you through my lifestyle, my words, and my very being and body. You are EVERYTHING to me. Oh Jesus, reveal Yourself to me! Help me to feel close to you when I don't understand! Help me to be an exhorter and not a distorter. Help me to love you with every passion that I have and everything within me. My soul longs for you. You are my desire! I want to honor you! I give you my heart, soul, and plans! Maybe the reason I keep rambling is because I don't know what to say. I Love You my Jesus and my Friend!! Be near, Oh God. Be near! | | |
| Hi, so I decided to update once again. Be proud, this is two in one month! haha! And no one had to persuade me to update! School is getting crazy!! I've got so much stuff going on right now along with my job, and everything else. I miss being able to just chill every now and then at home in LA. Sean and I went to the Rimrockers game tonight! That was pretty fun actually! I was mainly happy to get to spend time with Sean. I don't know when I'll see him again because I've got tons of homework to do this weekend. Hopefully sometime Sunday our paths will cross!! He's probably busier than me though!! Oh well!! How are the LA people doing? DAWN PLATT?! I've been having phone problems. I promise I'm going to call you ASAP! Jonathan, how'd your game go tonight?
God is so good. He has provided for my every need tonight! It's amazing! SERIOUSLY! He is so good! Every time I've needed something He's put it right in front of me!!  Tata for now! | | |
| Chico Favorito's prediction:
Your future is with me!! haha!! | | |
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